i am seriously jonesin' for a baby. for reals. so, to hold me over until i get that positive test, i've been looking at old pictures of ruby. oh good grief, she was an adorable newborn baby. when i look at these pictures, i remember the long nights and painful nursing sessions, worry over not doing anything right, and evenings full of tears (her's and mine). it's good that the infant stage is just that - a stage to enjoy and then pass through. i'm ready to enjoy (and endure) it again. hopefully in the next few months we will be able to share news of a new baby coming. but for now, we will flashback to brand-new ruby days. oh, they were sweet & snuggly.